February 2012
I can't help but over think and assume the worst....
Late night conversations
I like late night conversations in general. Just being able to call someone late at night and being able to talk to them until you sleep. It doesn’t have to be a boyfriend or girlfriend, it could be just someone, like a cousin or a friend, as long as I can talk to them before I sleep I can sleep with a smile on my face.
The feeling when you just want to cry,
but yet you hold back the tears to prevent you from crying. When you don’t want to cry because you don’t want people to worry about you because you don’t think you’re bothering them. When you just want to let the tears and emotions out, but you bite your lip to prevent the tears from falling. When you want to cry, but you just have to hold it in and pretend that you are “okay” in front of...
When people can keep the conversation going it is...
To he honest,
I don’t regret being with you. You helped me grow a lot as a person. Of course, everything still reminds me of you. But I’m going to be happy it happened, and not cry because it’s over. God has big plans for me, I can’t get stuck in the past. No matter how difficult it is, I will let go and let God.
Sleep with a smile. Wake up with a smile. Treat...
God,
I’m so thankful for everything you’ve given me. All my friends and family supporting me. No matter what, I will always trust in You, God. You are our shield, our armour, our protector.
My heart is having a battle with my brain.
I think you could fall in love with anyone if you saw the parts of them no one else gets to see. Like if you followed them around invisibly for a day and saw them crying in their bed at night or singing in the shower or humming quietly to themselves as they make a sandwich or even just walking along the street. And even if they were really weird and had no friends at school, I think, after...
I'm scared that things will change between us.
That someday, we will no longer have this sweet, playful relationship that we have. That one day, you might not even be in my life anymore.
I’m scared of what might happen in the future. I just want things to stay the way they are.
I wonder what you say about me when I am not...
Ever had that feeling,
where you want to give up on everything. Where you just want to let go of the things you hold on for so long but afraid to because you know that once you let go you might not get it back or might miss everything about that person that means everything to you. Scared to let go of something because you know that something good might happen that will come one day if you keep holding on. Yeah.. I...
Sometimes, you're better off not knowing about...
Asdfghjkl; There's Starbucks all over my dash. Now...
I'm the type that will stay committed as long as...
I never wanted to loose you in my life.
There's so much I could have said. But instead, I...
Lose the fight, not the person.
i don’t know how to comfort people xc .
I notice everything.
And by everything, I literally mean everything. I notice when someone stops hitting me up like they used to. I notice when the way someone talks to me starts changing. I notice the little things that people do, and the little things they used to do. I notice when things change, and when it’s no longer the same. I notice every single little detail; I just don’t say anything.